вэииу вĿαѕρнэму
вэииу вĿαѕρнэму
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I LOVE:
Nature and Travelling
God
Good music
Good books
Random things and awesome friends.
INFLUENCES:
Zacky Vengeance
Obviously, God
Destery Moore
Nathan Owens
Chris Dakota
Sam Llansing
Luke Nugent
Audrey Kitching
Meghan Camarena
Shane Dawson
Elijah S. Arms
HEROES:
God
Myu
Cheryl
Daniel
Daryl
Rachel
Jollin
Denise
TRAITS:
Random
Incoherent
I don't smoke
I like good alcohol.
ABOUT ME:
Hello, I'm Benjamin, but other names with a remote resemblance will do. I like traveling and appreciating nature,
because the world has too
little of it left. I really wanna seek that inner peace in my heart wherever I am, whatever I'm doing.
I try my best to accept everyone as they are.
Second Heartbeat
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
6:22 PM
Had a really nice day with peaone.
Most eventful being the period of time she couldn't follow
through plan A as hoped.
Praise God for helping her.
I've kinda learnt alot from this lil
blessing by the name of PMT. hoho,
now WHO can that BE? =O
(peaone! reading this too? :D)
and I can't wait for tmr, the day after tmr, the day after the day after tmr,
etc..) you get the point
heh!
Priceless treasure<3
ps. It's my pleasure to be here for you, just like how you've been here for me! woooot(:
Seize the Day
Monday, March 30, 2009
11:24 PM
Today was cool.
Woke up, ate, worked out,
lunched, bathed, went out, came home.
the end.
*I had another awesome day with peaone.
We did really cool stuffs practically everywhere.
I really like the way she smiles, or does anything retarded,
cause that makes her super adorable. God, I might even put
her on my shelf cause of that. Wooooooooot. kidding :D
We sang along to A7X and that really really cool barbie song.
HOHO.
I showed her how to be emo, my supremely retarded style.
And yeah, I tried to bust my balls on a pillar, but failed, to the
disappointment of peaone. ):
oh well, wllm happens.
oooh oooh peaone, wanna buy a vowel? =O
So yeah, another day well-spent with peaone.
and many more to come. yay!
Lips like fire<3>
Here Goes
Sunday, March 29, 2009
9:51 PM
Modern Cthulhu
Waltzing through the oblivious crowd, the lean figure could'nt have stood out more, with his black leather jacket and his charred cloak draped across him like a silk regalia radiating power, but now it just reeks of foul play.
The night was still young, and everyone selfishly pushed against each other to be the first one home for a warm, cozy dinner. The figure walked on, numbing his senses against the bloody chill of yet another subzero winter. A thin smile flickered on his lips, oh how lovely it would be, to complement the weather with a few blood-curdling screams of terror, complete with snow stained with fresh red blood like an abstract piece of art. "Enough with fantasies," he thought, and continued to his destination.
As he went on, the number of people dwindled, and in a blink of an eye, only a few of them roamed the street, as the austral winds howled, carrying with it haunted whispers of the night. Courage crumbled and limbs wobble, as these whispers carass the ears of an innocent mortal.
Just then, the figure caught scent of the man he had hoped to find: A drunkard who killed his father 10 years ago, and yet got away scot-free. That look of complacency after all these years still hung freely from his scarred face.. what irk it brought.. the very trigger to the unspeakable horror lying dormant in the figure. Rip.. tear.. kill.. slaughter.. Cthulhu.. the night is due, the devil is here to claim his soul back to where it belongs..
Swift to the kill, the figure stood up and licked his bloodstained lips, the delicious flavour of blood, just like an expensive cocktail of human wine, with its mysterious red swirl dancing..
First him, and then the rest of the world.. may the night live forever, providing the ferocious red moon which will signal the start of the killing, all in the name of sweet, murderous revenge.
[A blind shot at anger gone wild]
Labyrinth of a Sinister Mind
One two, strangle you.
Three four, breathe no more.
Five six, organs mixed.
Seven eight, lay them straight.
Nine ten, feast begins!
Whitewashed walls stained with blood,
Corpses washed up after a flood.
Twisted pleasure taken hold,
Scattered treasures to behold.
Journey to the other side,
Your soul is lost now let me be your guide.
Malevolent[supposedly for bitches]
Night has come,
to claim the darkness due.
Get lost in it, and never see the sun again,
you'll be consumed by the rapturing silence.
Bit by bit, the flesh from your lips tears and bleeds,
malevolent words will cease to form at your tongue.
Evil you'll commit no more,
your gossiping days are over.
Convulse
Bleed from a perpetual wound that never heals.
Watch with contempt as your soul leaks out.
Cherry red blood oozes from your wound,
its intensity a guise to the pain you're suffering.
Turn away, turn away now, before the hell takes control.
Look back, and into a pillar of hatred you'll become.
Walk to the light before you become one of the damned.
Here's your chance to regain your sanity, take it,
for each breath that you take, you're slipping away.
DecadenceA swirl of mass hatred consuming your soul,
look at how blackened it has become.
Like Lucifer's pride, you don it on your body,
like a shiny badge of the damned.
An abomination you have become,
engulfed with seething flames of below.
Aberrant from the light you fall,
pure wings a tattered black now.
Indulge in debauchery, sleep with the devil,
when you awake your mind spins out of control,
in a dizzying whirl of shadowy silhouettes.
Watch your composure sip away,
like a dissonant choir, you're broken down.
Weave your insanity, out of kindred souls,
walk ahead, dont look back,
for the past is soon to fade away,
and you'll be stranded on your own,
with nothing but a little tinge of decadence.
MIA
Bellowing winds screaming unto my delicate ears.
Standing atop a rugged cliff, I glance at the shadows beneath.
It's so tempting, beckoning me off the edge,
painting the picture of my broken sanity.
Like an obedient pawn I take off,
plunging down to the awaiting abyss.
Dreams flashed by, like precious dew they shimmer..
only to be replaced by piercing screams of regret and terror..
thats all for now. Please help! (:
all comments welcomed.
Collections
9:49 PM
OH yeah, Idk if you guys know, but I actually have another blog. It's was like, a deposit for dark poems and stories so..
im gonna import them here. be my critique please. appreciated!
kthxbai, posting soon.
Long-overdue.
7:53 PM
Okay guys, I can explain,
or not.
But seriously, I've been really busy.
I've been busy being lazy. Oh well,
busy is busy!
And I've been really tired too.
Mentally.
But it has been hella fun, praise god for that.
HELLO
"I am not a fan of trolling ):"
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