вэииу вĿαѕρнэму

вэииу вĿαѕρнэму

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I LOVE:
Nature and Travelling
God
Good music
Good books
Random things and awesome friends.

INFLUENCES:
Zacky Vengeance
Obviously, God
Destery Moore
Nathan Owens
Chris Dakota
Sam Llansing
Luke Nugent
Audrey Kitching
Meghan Camarena
Shane Dawson
Elijah S. Arms

HEROES:
God
Myu
Cheryl
Daniel
Daryl
Rachel
Jollin
Denise

TRAITS:
Random
Incoherent
I don't smoke
I like good alcohol.

ABOUT ME:
Hello, I'm Benjamin, but other names with a remote resemblance will do. I like traveling and appreciating nature,
because the world has too little of it left. I really wanna seek that inner peace in my heart wherever I am, whatever I'm doing.

I try my best to accept everyone as they are.

NOT AGAIN

Tuesday, April 7, 2009
12:02 AM

Oh shit, you know what, I'm not DONE.
Fuck you for thinking that i AM. D< HAHAHA kidding, but srsly, I'm just mentally talkative, love me!
Let's see now. OH YES. BGR.
that's really random, it's gonna be a spontaneous rant so BEAR with me,
i mean, BETTER BEAR with me! kay that's a firmer tone.
ANYWAY...

Yes, we're back to the parents issue again!
And let's see what jokes are they having up their sleeves.

They don't approve of BGR!!
I'm sorry, I disagree.
Whoops, did you fail at relationships? My heartfelt apologies.
It dosen't mean that I will.
Actually i HAVE, but it wasn't time wasted.
I felt that I've learnt alot from BGR.

And being hurt from it was worthwhile,
cause I've managed to grow into the person that I am today,
and without experience, there cannot be actual learning.
Like, I experienced poor parenting, so I'll learn not to be like you.
Likewise, when I experience failed relationships, I'll learn not to be like who I was.

It's called change, parents.

Sorry, were your relationships as stiff as my....
nevermind.

Seriously, parents always say[like 9/10 of the time]
-It isn't the right time
-ur not even financially ready

I mean, thats why I have allowances right? i Think.
it's just how I manage my money.
And if now isn't the right time, when is?
Talk about procrastination!

I get it, when we're fucking 21, we'll be more mature, and ready to take on a relationship.
CASE1 - this 19 year old idiot has his first gf. After 9 months, she dumped him. It WASNT pretty for him. He still hasnt gotten over it.
CASE2 - my imba cousin was studying overseas when she got attached. They fought, he left, she left with him. she fucking ditched her studies!
Mature eh? -scratches head.

I feel that getting into bgrs early helps prepare you for the cold, hard reality, so when the shitty breakup part happens, you won't go ballistic and act like a total chimpanzee.
And, by having bgrs, you too, can identify the type of person suitable for you. You know, so you wldnt end up getting confused when choosing a person to date. At least now you know what you're looking for.

I know my mum didnt, cause she married my dad. hohoho, kidding.

I think I need to wrap this up.
My point is, bgr is normal, inevitable and should be embraced. Just.. don't overdo it, be natural and go with the flow. Just like P1 and I. We're doing great, and we WILL continue to. period.