Realization
Monday, April 6, 2009
9:56 PM
Went out with P1 at 12.
Just when I thought canteen food was inedible,
RP's totally proved me wrong.
I mean, I love their fries and brown sauce,
not to confuse it with diahorrea water. HEEHEE.
Anyway, spent time with P1,
and yeah, I had tons of fun,
even though it was exhausting[idk why],
and I hurt my neck.
P1 fell on her knee, and it was bleeding.
It has been so long since I've fell.
My English teacher used to remind us that 'fall down' isnt correct English,
cause you can't fall up.
Oh wait, I'm getting off-topic, geee..
P1P1P1P1, love you too!<3
Anyway, we were discussing faith, sorta..
This was what she said..
People say "You need more faith!" "I need more faith!"
But is faith something you can will yourself to have more of?
Romans 10:17
So then faith comes by hearing,
And hearing by the Word of Christ.
So what is it for us to do?
Listen to the Good News.
Relax and let God do the job.
You'll be amazed at what He can do when you stop doing.
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It was about then that I realised,
what I've been doing all along, trying so hard to acquire more faith,
and feeling lousy cause I couldn't.
All along, there's a painless method that actually works..
Kinda reminds you of life dosen't it, parents.
Just when you thought that there was only ONE way of bringing your kids up,
and then getting frustrated because we're backfiring in your face,
you should've known, that there's an alternative that actually works,
and it isn't even half as painful.
What have you done, you've left a scar I can't remove,
a mistake I can't forgive,
there's no running away.
I'm just a kid, I did have a heart, a fragile one.
You know all the signs at places like Precious Thots that read,
"Once broken, considered sold."?
I looked up to you,
loved and respected you,
but YOU fucking broke and sold my emotions, my hopes and finally, my respect.
I'm gonna show you just how wrong you have been.
But I'm not going to waste my feelings on you,
because I'm happy, and you're not going to take that away from me.
Rot in Peace, asshole.
