Changes
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
9:52 PM
Hey guys. idk if blogger's being a fucking bitch to y'all
but it has been giving me some minor problems. Like I cant change my font
and its color. Oh well.
Anyway, I realise I've been too
busylazy to blog,
and the minor problems in blogger's getting really unappealing.
I guess it's slightly better cause it was like a hundred times worse than
it is now.
Hasn't been many updates, so I hope I'm able to magically lengthen my post
with heaps of bullshit.
Firstly, I've given up on IT already so I've decided not to pay attention in class anymore.
Not like it was any different back then. I guess I should just read enough to pass.
Secretly[okay not really secret], I'm looking forward to masscomm.
I know some people are like, "Dude can you make it, what if masscomm isnt what you had in mind again?"
Honestly, I don't know myself. But live for the moment right? teehee! Anything's better than IT right now.
I guess it was a dumbass mistake on my part but whatever. =O
Secondly, everyone around me seems to be having problems, notably in the love department.
Some are caught in dilemmas, while others are moping over their loss.
Man, I'm just glad I'm numb to this shit.
And NO not the emofuck numb. hahahah, it's more like the i.dont.give.a.shit type.
Quite useful though.
I'm not afraid to admit, i was very poor at handling breakups.
Until I smartened up to the fact that love is superficial until you're looking for a wife.
Cause nowadays, some girls really know who to do a number on you: Suck you dry, make you cry.
See the order? hahahah no offence to most of the girls I know who're super nice.
OH AND NO OTHER THOUGHTS ABOUT 'SUCK YOU DRY', MOTHERFUCKERS! teeeheeee :D
I meant in terms on money, but then again if some guys know what 'cash' is then LETS MOVE ONNNNNNN
Lastly, I wanna reinforce the fact that although I'm a Christian, I HATE people coming to me and preaching stuff to me.
I'll read the Bible whenever I feel like it, I dont need you to tell me what to do.
And yes, this is to any religious Christian extremists.
No offence, but I'm really ashamed, to be part of your circle, unwittingly that is, when my friends start saying that they
hate Christianity cause you guys pressure them into going to church. That's fucking ridiculous, I know you wanna save lives and all,
but understand that people won't go unless you're really nice to them. AND YOU CANT FORCE THEM.
Secondly, to everyone who thinks I'm unholy and stuff.
Yes Sara if you're reading this I'm specially bringing this up to remind you once again.
Yes I confess, I'm explicit, I swear, I drink, and I don't give a fuck. My friends all know that I'm insane.
But so what? If you think that just because I'm controversial and different, so therefore I'm unholy? Then you're sadly
mistaken. I don't wanna lecture about my religion but just know that I'm more devoted to God than you guys think.
Sara says that because of that, I'm drifting from God. I LOLED. Sara, you do realise that, it's like saying,
if you see me eating curry, it means that I must be a fatass motherfucker who dosent workout and who fucking frequents an Indian
eatery. Retarded analogy, but dig this;
You know that I eat curry, and that curry is unhealthy, but do you know what I do to get rid of the fats, or what else I eat?
For example, I like eating vegs and fruits as well. I like sports, so basically I do workout. Thus I'm actually not fat, and that I lead a healthy lifestyle.
Back to your accusation, you say that just because I'm explicit, it means that I'm drifting away from God.
But do you know that I pray to him every morning before I go to bed? Do you know that I read the Bible, that I
rely on Him for everything? Do you know the other bits and pieces of my life as well? No, so how can you just accuse me without
understanding me as a person. Putting it very bluntly, don't fucking judge me unless you really know me well.
But I'm not forbidding people from judging at all, that would take the fun outta controversies, what I'm saying is that, in your mind, before you start assuming, please ask yourself if you know me well enough to think of me as the person you claim I am.
There're so many things that I keep to myself as well.
Nobody knows what I do at home, other than porn. HAHA
Nobody knows that I read alot, and so many other stuffs.
And no I'm not trying to form some mystical image of myself like WHOA MYSTERIOUS.
But I'm basically someone who keeps alot of things to myself, things which I feel are none
of anybody's business.
But you can always probe and ask. I won't lie.
