Enough, is fucking enough.
Monday, July 13, 2009
10:44 PM
Parents, especially MY MOM, can be summarized with one word: annoying.
Originally, I wanted to use fucked, but Mom said I can't be vulgar, so I'm fucking sorry, mom.
If I wanted to, I could write an entire essay on why I hate my mother, but I'll just go with this.
My Mom, is a face-saving person, she'll only admit that she's in the wrong when is outright obvious. Otherwise, she'll say things like, "Stop putting words into my mouth." or "Stop twisting my words.", when everyone fucking knows what you mean.
It's really bad, like a couple of minutes ago, my mom was ranting about how GTA is too disturbing a game to be played. You[if you're not my fucking mom] and I know that isn't true.
I told her that I had a game like that when I bought Vice City for my PSP, and she didn't say anything. So she's giving me the wrong signal, that she dosen't mind right? Then i bought GTASA and she totally flipped out. When I told her about Vice City she was like, did I, stop putting words into my mouth. what.the.fuck.
And yes, I don't love my mum, and yes I won't shed a fucking tear at her funeral.
I'm only grateful for her sacrifices, but time and again, she has proven unfit to be my mother,
and I'm probably unfit to be her son, but it takes two hands to clap.
So mum, if you're reading this[highly unlikely], I just wanna let you know that your son is dead. Sure, in blood, we're mother and son, but I've cut you off from my heart. There isn't any room for someone who overuses her authority and plays the innocent.
I can't wait to go abroad or move out so I'll never have to see your face again.
But funnily enough, I don't feel anger, just sheer happiness, that the realization of what you are broke my shackles, and I'm no longer chained to your will. I'm fucking free and will enjoy every second of it.
You keep saying that you're worried that God will punish me, but He's just, and He won't punish the wronged. I'll always be the fucking bad son in your eyes, but I really can't be bothered to change your mind, cause stiff people like you aren't worth my feelings and time.
So goodbye mummy, I'm going on a journey called life, MY LIFE, not YOURS, so PAWS OFF!
