вэииу вĿαѕρнэму

вэииу вĿαѕρнэму

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I LOVE:
Nature and Travelling
God
Good music
Good books
Random things and awesome friends.

INFLUENCES:
Zacky Vengeance
Obviously, God
Destery Moore
Nathan Owens
Chris Dakota
Sam Llansing
Luke Nugent
Audrey Kitching
Meghan Camarena
Shane Dawson
Elijah S. Arms

HEROES:
God
Myu
Cheryl
Daniel
Daryl
Rachel
Jollin
Denise

TRAITS:
Random
Incoherent
I don't smoke
I like good alcohol.

ABOUT ME:
Hello, I'm Benjamin, but other names with a remote resemblance will do. I like traveling and appreciating nature,
because the world has too little of it left. I really wanna seek that inner peace in my heart wherever I am, whatever I'm doing.

I try my best to accept everyone as they are.

Putting it down.

Friday, August 28, 2009
10:07 PM

Hay guys.
I know I'm mostly crazy, having fun.
It'd be so cool to stay like that all the time.
I get to stay in my own little world, unbounded.
Unfortunately that's not the case, I'm still a person,
normal or not.

There'll be times when I feel so tired. So tired of trying to
go against the norm, so tired of being insane, that I just wanna
resign to society, and be a goddamn robot.
I just wanna sit my ass down and not move. Cause every inch
of muscle moved brings about a huge wave of fatigue.
These are the times I feel so.. so human.
I've always told myself that crazy people are always happy, cause they don't
give a shit about the status quo, or about anything else.
I wished that I could just tell a dirty joke, and laugh myself better.
But at this moment I'm fucking speechless, cause reality has
slammed hard into me, knocking my breath out.

And then I'm pissed, because this is one big joke.
Everyone's trying to tell each other to cheer up, to stay strong,
but EVERYONE will feel the same sooner or later, there's no running away
no matter how fucking positive you are.
I don't know where I'm goin with this cause obviously, I have lost my mood.
Aww it's just a big joke, let's laugh it off. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
OH WAIT I CANT LAUGH.
FUCK THIS