What I am, I am motherfucker.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
7:48 PM
Hay guys,
today, this faggot really pissed me off.
I mean, he's literally gay. That's just gross. No offence to faggots,
but there's no fucking way I'll ever be able to imagine guys kissing each other.
What the shit? I like lesbians though.
Anyways,
this son of a fucking bitch, started judging me cause I cussed.
He was raving about this Japanese bitch. And I'm like, really? who the fuck is that?
Like, in a really casual, laid back tone, I wasnt like, shoving my dick in his face and like,
WHO THE FUCK IS THAT?
And he told me that I could be nicer. What, you don't like people cussing, then go fuck yourself dude, kay firstly, you remind me of my ex, cause you look like her. And as if your faggot face isnt enough, you wanna judge me? You think people who cuss arent nice? Well maybe, people who cuss in hokkien. But I fucking dont. So like, know people better before you start pointing fingers. Ohhhh Ben's gay cause he has hippie hair, ben's weird cause he makes people stare at him disapprovingly, ben's fucked up cause he pisses people off and likes porno. Ben this, Ben that, well suck my dick motherfuckers. Cause guess what, I'm not gonna change to please your ass, I'm not gonna "stop being so crude" to show you that I "can be nicer". So if you're the gay motherfucker reading this, fuck you left right up down in your tight asshole, hoe!
I need a break.
Thursday, November 19, 2009
10:25 PM
I won't be posting anytime soon.
If I were to have the opportunity to list my questions,
it would take the rest of my miserable life.
And all of a sudden, the pillars sustaining my reason of being crumbled on me.
Then there're people who tell you to cheer up and stay positive, to let things be.
They don't know what's it like to be me, they don't know what's it like to feel used,
over and over again.
Why isit that nobody's here for me when I've always been here for them?
You think I'm invincible, just because I can listen to your problems?
I'm sorry you think that way.
I'm sorry you think I'm always strong.
I'm sorry you think I'm always indifferent.
I'm sorry you think I'm always happy.
I'm sorry for being human.
A friend of mine mentioned something about being used.
I can so relate to him right now.
People forget the things you do for them, and when they're okay,
you get tossed aside like a fucking rag doll.
If I were to descend into the depths of hell to rescue you, you'll escape unscathed,
while I'm left to burn.
Hence, I'm gonna be MIA contemplating my life.
Til then,
BennyBlasphemy
What I'm trying to sa-.. no, fuck you.
Monday, November 16, 2009
10:06 PM
Hay guys!
I'm here with no clue about what to blog about?
I mean, it has been so hectic these few days that I didn't even have the inspiration to blog.
I still don't actually, but that's contradictory since I'm here aren't I?
And dosen't it suck, when a lecturer refuses to admit that his teaching sucks so much balls?
If you're from my math class, you'll clearly know who I'm talking about.
The other time I sorta, argued with him, I told him that I found his teaching sucky.
He was like, "Oh but that's how I've been teaching."
Kay for one, you obviously don't understand us. When we don't say anything, it dosent mean we think your teaching is wonderful, we just cant be fucked because we're all doing our own stuff anyway. And like secondly, we don't exactly like to come into class awkward cause we hafta see a face we spat at for the rest of the semester.
So they were right after all, ignorance IS bliss. And then there's this creepy stalker from my CCA, asking me to play DOTA/lunch with him. Okay, no offence but I have a life. I read books, play the piano, watch teevee, take a piss...on my neighbour's face etc.
And speaking of neighbours, I have this snob of a guy living downstairs.
He dosen't respond when I greet him, dosen't thank me for holding the lift door for him, or shit like that. I mean, I'm not insistent that he does either, but some acknowledgment would be nice. It's after all, preferable to be courteous.
He reminds me of obnoxious parents who force their kids to take up classes they don't even LIKE, just so they can brag about them to their relatives.
"HAY EVERYONE, MY SON CAN PLAY THE PIANO!"
"OMG MY DAUGHTER'S BALLET GRADE IS 45678907654567"
"CMON JOHN, PLAY THAT MOZART PIECE FOR AUNT BERTHA!"
Sounds familiar? Fuckers.
Ever wonder why your kids become rebels, or in Singapore, posers? That's cause you never
spared a thought for them. All too often, you treat them as your pokemon, your MapleStory character, whatever the fuck you want them to be. You 'train' them, make them wear the best stuff for the sole purpose of showing them off to your friends. But get real bitches, this is the real world, you guys DO NOT control us. So DEAL with it, you think Imma wear a leotard for you and split my balls so that your fucking friends can clap their fat, oily, hamburger-filled hands, well think again. i'm sorry to be the harbinger of bad news parents, but you're gonna hafta take some spades and fuck yourselves, or if you'd like me to be more courteous; I'd have to politely decline your request, because forcing someone against his wishes is really disturbing, and hence you'll have to purchase some gardening tools to make love to yourselves.
Anyway, question to.. think about, not to tag, cause everyone's too fucking lazy. :D
But yeah, do your parents make you do shit you don't like?
Mine dont, but I'm kinda speaking out for people whose parents do, and that's fucking sad.
bye nao.<3
The Demon Awakes.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
7:14 PM
Hay guys.
Idk if y'all know, but I used to have really bad anger management issues.
I know it sucks, and it has been reduced to a whimper now.
But tbh, I embraced anger like a junkie embraces drugs...
Eyes of fire, heart of steel,
knife in hand, set to kill.
I could feel the demon caressing my delicate body, as it slowly seeped
into my mind, assuming total control over my actions. I thought of
first degree murder, and licked my lips in delight as I imagined pushing the knife
ever so deep into my victim's heart. Like a famished beast, I'd feast on his heart
and then his guts. Sprawling he laid, blood onto the whitewashed walls like
a grotesque work of art.
One two, strangle you,
three four, breathe no more..
Swim in your blood, without a tinge of guilt,
upon your rotting carcass, where anger was built.
Oh how the thought of bloodshed became my ecstasy,
Drip, drip, drip,
This isnt my mind, just a peep.
Naw I'm kidding, it wasnt THAT bad.
question.. What're your flaws?
tag! kthxbai!
Assumption
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
10:08 PM
Today's post is about scene kids.
It's not gonna be wordy, cause I'm not in a blogging mood.
Oh btw, dosent it suck when people judge you just by your posts?
In general that is, not just me. I'm pretty sure most controversial bloggers such as myself
get judged. Adults go around saying, omg what kinda example is he setting for the younger generation?
Scapegoating, the act of putting the blame on the most vulnerable target.
You fucked your parenting up and it's our fault now? Fuck yourself.
Kids, fuck is a bad word, don't use it. HAHAHA omg the irony!
Anyway, pictures:
Chris Chaos[Chris Dakota]
Sam Phantom[Sam Llansing]
Luke Nugent
Dani Gore
So yeah. Oh and I don't own the pictures. They were taken from Myspace/facebook.
BUT I THINK THEY'RE ALL GORGEOUS!
So...
what kinda style do you have?
Tag!
kthxbai!
TWIN
Sunday, November 8, 2009
11:17 PM
THIS IS A PSA:
not really.
But it's probably more important, cause it's about CHERYL KANG, aka TWIN.
So Shaun, if you see this, fuck you.
Anyways, this is a brief summary of her.
BASICALLY, to know more about her, or me, ask either of us questions, and you'd probably get similar answers. Or you could read a post of mine, and then one of hers.. you get my drift.
Oh and I ain't gonna write a fucking conduct check about her.
Liek omg Cheryl is a conscientious girl who puts in effort in her work.
FUCK that, Cheryl rocks your fucking dirty, smelly-ass socks off your scrawny legs nigguh!
And she's attached, not to me. But some people just dont get it, and they be harassing mah twin? Suck it up boys. You wanna get close to her, you gotta be her twin, but she be MAH TWIN. So back off!
:D
just playin.
not
kthxbai
Cat Soup and Milkshake, with the udders.
7:01 PM
Hay guys! It's me again.
Okay people who starts a post by saying, "OMG HAI ITS ME!" bothers me.
Cause who the fuck could it be if it aint you? ):
Haha just kidding, I don't hate on people who do that, even though it's a little unusual.
It also bothers me when twits spell you as "euu". Okay, for my American friends,
this is how Singaporean sluts twit. Kay first off, it's not even close in terms of pronounciation,
it fuckin starts with an 'E'. And secondly, euu and you has 3 letters. Clearly, the latter dosent take any more effort to type, and it dosent make you look like a complete ass clown. So yeah.
it's just my opinion though cause doing the former dosent make any sense.
Oh and I just found out why it's so awfully boring here. That's cause we only have like, the 3 main races to contend with: Chinese, Malays and Indians. There're hardly any Caucasians here, which would be so much more diverse if there were. Like, for dinner, instead of eating the same fucking mixed rice, I can eat like, paella, or german sausages. I mean, we DO have them here but that'd mean me having to travel for a fucking hour to scour for that ONE Spanish or German restaurant.
And local gangsterism is a fucking joke.
There's no real.. fights or anything like that. So when you're in school, there're no real fights to watch and yeah, that sucks. The only action I got other than sex was when I cussed at Homo Faggus and she was like, "Whatever.." in that annoying tone.
Oh and there's this propaganda module in my course. It's about me having to SERVE the community and sacrifice my interests for my country. Like.. ME, sacrificing MY interests to get MY ass kicked for this country? That's fucking bullshit, I'd take the first plane out. But don't get me wrong, it's not about why I refuse to serve, its about the country I'm supposed to serve. And I'm not some politician, so I won't go into details. Who gives a shit anyway, politics remind me of Mandrin classes. Oh, but school politics are fun. I like seeing how people kill off each other and then nothing happens save a few casualties.
"HAHA BITCH, I BACKSTABBED YOU AND YOU DONT HAVE FRIENDS ANYMORE!"
"OMG WHORE SO DID I, NOW WE BOTH HAVE NO FRIENDS!"
Okay I have no idea what I'm talking about.
It's getting boring, cause there's nothing happening here, it's literally a ghost town, with zombie aunties bargaining at the wet market, and my classes start at 9/830/8. Fuck this shit man, I hafta wake up at SIX in the morning.
Favourite Asian stereptype:
You stupid chink, go eat fried rice and masturbate over math equations." - KevJumba
So... question: Do you like your school schedule? Isit good or does it suck as much balls as mine?
TAG PLEASE!
kthxbai<3
I love Incoherency.
Thursday, November 5, 2009
10:52 PM
Hay guys.
Yes I know I havent posted in like, 2 days?
Come to think of it, 2 days ain't that long..
hmm..
Anyways, my week has been pretty good.
Woke up at 11am...
HA kidding.
Isn't it annoying when some people are insensitive towards other people's feelings, you might ask.
Well it's also annoying when you act like you can take a joke but you end up POSING, poser. ):
If you don't have a fucking sense of humor, then don't fake a smile when you get teased or laughed at. False signals kills lives. *cough*
Another thing that bothers me is I AM CURRENTLY RUNNING OUT OF TOPIC TO BLOG ABOUT.
Cheryl's right, I usually blog about the same old stuff, just that I rephrased the whole thing.
Now I've run out rephrases. PFFT.
But that's just the way life is. When it's fun, it's REALLY FUN; tons of juicy bits to blog about.
Now, do I need to tell you about my hour long bus trip to my fucking school cause someone died in an accident?
Or that I skipped my propaganda class today because its.. propagenda?
Seriously, all I heard that bitch say was something along these lines:
giving back to the community,
dying for the country, aka patriotism,
being a law-abiding motherfucker.
Isn't it reminiscent of Hitler's schools where he screwed with the entire syllabus and replaced one dripping with Nazi values? This is kinda how it's like in that class.
And believe you me, she has the face of a dictator.
Oh and yes, it's fucking annoying when lecturers tell you to put away your laptops. Even more so when they like, do it in a really bad english. Just like CCY. it's a class joke, dont worry about it.
Ha, anyways I'll blog again tmr. Am fucking tired.geez
I really don't know what this post will be about.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
9:20 PM
Hay guys!
It's true, I have no idea what I'll be blogging about.
Denise Kang asked me to rant about how judgmental people can be.
Well, let's use me for example.
Most people would say that I look like a gangster.
Therefore I must:
Smoke,
drink,
get high,
fight alot,
listen to techno,
wear bright pink skinny jeans,
be from ITE,
have that shitty gangster tattoos.
I mean c'mon, firstly, idek why people think I look gangster.
Isn't it obvious that I'm a good church boy? HAHAHAHA.
But seriously, the only reason why people say that it's because
I cuss, and I'm not afraid to be myself in public. And I have colored, long hair.
Therefore they judge me for that.
Okay faggots, for one, Singaporean gangsters swear in Hokkien, probably the most disgusting
dialect after Mandrin. Sidenote: mandrin is a dialect to me cause it sounds too shitty to be a language itself.
Secondly, Singaporean gangsters aren't themselves in public. Have you seen how they ALWAYS seem to be fucking emo/faux-hyperactive?
But you can go ahead and judge anyway, I like pissing off people like you.
But that's like, 99% of all Singaporeans.
-oh yeah, that's ben, thats the weird gangster. He swears alot and he's crude. So he must suck at his studies and his hippie hair is retarded. Maybe he has AIDS.
what the fuck?
being judgmental is correlated to being stereotypical. Because you have stereotype, you judge when people fall/don't fall into your stereotype.
For example: Good guys have short hair.
So if a guy has long hair, you'll judge him and think he's some homo who cant afford a haircut.
So please, things aren't always what they seem, you can't go around with your little stereotypes and start judging others cause they're not what you expect the to be, that's just fucked up.
I might seem hypocritical cause I do judge sometimes. I guess what I'm saying is, dont judge based on your stereotype. If you somehow have an addiction to judging, at least do so with some fucking common sense.
For example, homo faggus is proven and hence valid.
Okay I'm not trying to defend my actions. Not that I care what people think of it.
Idk about you guys, but I'm trying to make myself oblivious to what others think of me.
It aint rocket science. You live, NOT to please other people.
Not everyone's gonna like you.
And if you're like me, most people won't like you.
But that's okay, you don't live for them anyway, so what does it matter?
Like, I have too many things to be excited over, things to prepare for.
I've got no time to bother myself which this bullshit.
But I do enjoy getting flamed. I was born to piss the world off anyway.
Looks like I'm doing a pretty good job. Feels almost like a hobby.
Anyone up for it? :D
So.. question of the day, do you wanna be yourself in public? What do you feel about having
to be so sensitive to that people might say about you?
