I need a break.
Thursday, November 19, 2009
10:25 PM
I won't be posting anytime soon.
If I were to have the opportunity to list my questions,
it would take the rest of my miserable life.
And all of a sudden, the pillars sustaining my reason of being crumbled on me.
Then there're people who tell you to cheer up and stay positive, to let things be.
They don't know what's it like to be me, they don't know what's it like to feel used,
over and over again.
Why isit that nobody's here for me when I've always been here for them?
You think I'm invincible, just because I can listen to your problems?
I'm sorry you think that way.
I'm sorry you think I'm always strong.
I'm sorry you think I'm always indifferent.
I'm sorry you think I'm always happy.
I'm sorry for being human.
A friend of mine mentioned something about being used.
I can so relate to him right now.
People forget the things you do for them, and when they're okay,
you get tossed aside like a fucking rag doll.
If I were to descend into the depths of hell to rescue you, you'll escape unscathed,
while I'm left to burn.
Hence, I'm gonna be MIA contemplating my life.
Til then,
BennyBlasphemy
